sigh... yeah... been listening to typecast lately...
i'm so fucking confused...
i shouldn't jump to conclusions...
christ...
fuck fuck fuck...
sigh...
all i can do is try to smile
as if nothing ever happened
as if i don't feel anything for her...
christ...
i hope she doesn't read this..
i'll look like a fucking a-hole...
sigh...
she won't understand
Posted at 08:05 am by
ansem66
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christ...
fuck it...
i don't even know what to say...
all i know is that i...
fuck...
i can't even say it...
fuck everything else that made sense to me...
Posted at 07:40 am by
ansem66
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six weird things about me... yeah... :D please do the same :D
1. i loove lighters...
2. i always cry... when i'm sad at least...
3. i fucking believe in true love... that's why i'm always sad
4. i never hate people who hurt me... its my fault i got hurt
5. i like to play the guitar out of tune... quirks...
6. *sigh* i never really know how to tell someone i love her...
sigh... kinda cheesy... but that's me... Cheeseer McCheese
Posted at 02:34 am by
ansem66
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christ... is it true?
crap... not again...
please God no...
please... crap... man....
christ... another night of wasted tears... crap...
*sigh*
i hope its not true...
but if it is...
yeah... too bad for me...
*cries*
Posted at 02:03 am by
ansem66
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wow...
i'm so happy right now...
at least we know each other now...
hehe
she likes coldplay and oasis...
wow... never thought i'd find someone who likes those bands...
hehe...
wow...
love your hair! don't change it :D
w00t... i love fridays...
Posted at 06:17 am by
ansem66
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i wish my tears were gold...
holy fuck....
haven't cried since.... uhm... gradball... and after that... and after that...
well i haven't cried in a good long while...
fuck...
should i wait?
should i just fucking forget her...
cause i'm sure as fuck forgotten in her mind by now...
just promising shit to myself...
pardon my french...
fuck....
hate this shithole...
i wish i just...
die...
Posted at 07:58 am by
ansem66
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woah mehn...
she's pretty cute...
:D :D
heh heh... thought UP was gonna suck...
:D
:D heehee
haha
heehee...
:D hi sam.... :D :D :D :D :D :D
hehe... you don't even know my name :D hehe...
Posted at 07:12 am by
ansem66
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holy hell man...
so bored right now... my guitar lost a string...
i'm wasting the last few minutes of my internet card on this shit...
jesus fucking christ.... so fucking bored...
anyways... gonna post my new shithead song...
i didn't kill your boyfriend
so fucking lonesome in the blacklit sky. the blacktop toasting in the summer sun. the dried up blood in your garage. never once did i go inside. i just went to take a leak in you car. you said i stabbed him once but you know i stabbed him twice. i didn't kill your boyfriend. he just forgot to breathe. senselessness enfolds my bleeding arms. oh just wait, just fucking wait. that was your boyfriend's blood. so let me sit here, before your dad gets home. i hate to see him clean these blood stains alone. let me get the cleaner now. oh fuck! i forgot again. that was the drink i served your folks.
yeah... senses fail-ish...
...
jesus fucking christ...
Posted at 08:42 am by
ansem66
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yeah... the saosin song
i like it that much...
yeah...
*sigh*
i dunno what to say right now...
crap...
bye...
Posted at 08:51 am by
ansem66
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yeah... love is so overrated
crap mehn...
i never thought i'd fall again... shit
love is so fucking overrated...
yeah... well that comes from someone who still believes in true love
yeah... twas love at first sight... she asked me what time it was...
i replied in kind... dare i stare at her one last time...
i looked at her face while i was in the car...
i said to myself: i wish she knew how i feel...
yeah... thought i was over her..
but now, love is back... with a fucking vengeance mehn...
yeah.. if you're reading this... yeah i still love you
even if i loved someone else...
even i i failed at that...
i still dont know why i love you...
crap mehn...
i'm gonna fucking go to canada...
im gonna show you how much i love you...
words don't fucking mean anything
i must do something.... yeah..
so, here's to you!
love you mikki... :D
Posted at 09:24 am by
ansem66
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